simple me

im a 16th years old 

im a girl *absolutely!

im a her lovely girl

im can be her angel, but can be a naughty girl too :)

im too skinny
i need more more more and more suplement ~.~

she love my long black hair
i spent her extra money! *kidding :D

i love everything that loved me too

sometimes i cry

sometimes i sad

sometimes i hopeless

sometimes i feel tired with this life

sometimes i want to fly away from this life
but she said,

i must smile

i must tought

i must face my life bravely
and when i feel lost, i must pray to get the answer

i do trust her so much!
thanks mum <3 you soo bad :)

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset
She's going off about something that you said
'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do

I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You, you belong with me, you belong with me

Walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine, I know you better than that
Hey, what ya doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

Oh, I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're 'bout to cry ?
And I know your favorite songs and you tell me 'bout your dreams
Think I know where you belong, think I know it's with me
Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time, how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me?
You belong with me

did you know what i feel now?
miss you so bad..
hope you know.. :(

ini postingan dari note fb :)

tragedi 17 april 2010..

Pagi.pagi jam 7 kurang

dua mahkuk muncul di depan rumah.

Mereka reno dan epink

kita bertiga janjian Les kimia bareng...

Jam 7.15

Mbk diah dateng.lespun dimulai.. Epink yang sakit gigi pun takbanyak bicara...

Les agak tidak serius.mulai ilok.ilokan sampek meneng kabeh maem marning kedele.

....2jam kemudian...

Les selesai...

Berangkat sekolah..

ditolak GA tiga kali ....

Oh menn...

Jam 10.10

Sampek d sma 5 tercinta

Guess what?

AKU TELAT..!!!

awal yang buruk untuk memulai ujian..

T.T

dikelas..

'maaf pak telat'

"iya,duduk"

dimeja sudah ada seperangkat alat ujian...

Tanganku menari nari d atas ljk (mbunderi jeneng)

Mulai baca soal..

No1, gampang...

No2, kecil...

No3, biasa...

No4, 'waa gaonok ndik buku iki..'

No5, kringet mulai ndrodos gakaruan..

No6, radar SOS mulai on..

No7..dst.. I have no idea....

Help...

30menit berlalu..

Hape geter.geter...

1new message : itaa.. (def nyonto)

Gakarukaruan rek arek iki...

Hhahah...

maav Ita....

1jam berlalu...

Hape geter maneh...

1new message: ranggi (abbade ... Dst)

berniat membalas..

Tiba2 sang bapak guru mendekati mendekati saya...

Berdiri mematung dan menatap lekat.lekat meja saya...

woohh...

HOROORR pOlll...

pikiranku cuman satu..

'orang.e ngerti a yo lek aku smsan?? hapeku ojok sampek dirampas!!!'

Sang bapak masih mematung...

Hape geter.geter heboh...

Sakuku nerawang pisan...

Wedi poll aku..

Hanya bisa berdoa dan berdoa, tanganku keringeten, jantungku copot, dan hati amat sangat tak tenang...

Tiba.tiba..

sang kerpekan imut tersayang menyembul dari bawah tepak...

MATI KOEN DEF...

dengan gerakan seluwes mungkin tak tutupi sang kerpekan imut itu..

sang bapak guru tetap teguh berdiri...

sampaikan akhirnya bel...

fiuhhh...

Jantungku serasa kembali ke posisinya..

LJK dikumpulin..

Mbukak hape..

7message recived..

'def endi?'

'def,cepetan.'

Dll...

Pingin nangis rasane...

tp lega juga ga dirampas ato ketauan..

Maavin saya teman.teman tapi keadaan tak mengijinkan memberi contoan...

Buat bapaknya 'piss pak!'

Itulah seklumit kisah hari terakhir uts. :)

lampu merah..??
dikiit lagii..
gang 1..
duiiikiit lagi..
 
finally, sampek juga, alpath wes mbuki d depan gang.. *piss :)

here they are.. :)
my new friends..
my third fam..
my school spirit..
and,
thanks god for give me this valuable gift..

hope it will be..
e.v.e.r.l.a.s.t.i.n.g
:)

hari ini, di panggil ke XII sos 1..

daann.. jreeng jreeng..

saya koordinator sekertaris untuk CRESTA 14..

seneng tapi susah.. wes mikir aneh.aneh, takut keteteran..

doain aja gak..

nonton videonya cresta 13 dan ternyata KEREN ABIISS.. :D

hope we better than that. AMIN.

pulang dengan keadaan lesu lemas dan tepar..

masuk kamar

ada kertas tulisan.e dara..

isinya..

berita duka, telah meninggal dunia
nama: ikan kita
jam: 15.00
umur: 4 tahun
akibat: gakdikuras aquarium.e.. *how tragic!!

padaha ikan itu wes dewean. wes gede, ekor.e wes panjng...
huwaaaaa...

pengen beli ikan tapi kata papa aku males ngerawat *emang
beli kura.kura ae :D

hmmm, hey ikan tenang ya di alam sana..

THE END

*penting.e talah aku cerita ikan.ku sing mati??

dari tadi ngeliatin jam..

jam 6 sore kapan ya?? 7 jam lagi..

soalnya aku mau berangkat ke BALI... :D

its a holly holiday..

harus have fun di sana..

sunset

surfing

shopping

walking

wait me there.. :D

hhaha..

doakan saya selamat sampai tujuan ya, biar bisa cerita di posting.posing selanjutnya..

sabtu 26 juni 2010..

saya lagi di sidoarjo,

baru bisa tidur sekitar jam 01.30, gatau kenapa kepikiran terus sama RAPOTAN..

setelah gelundang-gelundung geje di kamar, jam 07.00 sms papa biar inget kalo hari ini anaknya rapotan -.-

setelah itu tiduran lagi, dan baru bener.bener sadar jam 9..

liat hape banyak yang sms tante, mama, papa, anak.anak x4, bu yayuk, mas anung, mbak diah, stasya..

alhasil dengan nyawa setengah berusaha mbales sms..

jam 10, katanya papa udah di sekola tp rapot belum di bagi, masih pengarahan jare.. -.-

yasudah sabar menanti, 10.30 sms papa lg, masih belum dibagi juga hati mulai gundah, perut tiba-tiba mules geje, senewen gakaru.karuan.. OK sabar.. -.-

jadi inget kata mama..

aku: (hancur berkeping.keping )

saya takut bikin kecewa.. hhuhu..
jam 11.00 akhir.e papa telpon.
kak, makasi ya, kamu naik kelas masuk ipa..

yippiee.. :D
aku langsung jingkrak.jingkrak ke kamar nyium.in key, yang cuma melongo terus nangis.. hhaha..
thanks god :)
akhirnya bisa bikin bangga mereka :D

sekarang tinggal usaha keras biar bisa jadi anak ipa yang baik dan bener!! hhehe..

woohh..
judul.e ae wes mantep!!
sebenernya posting ini bukan aku sendiri yang ngalamin tapi diceritain..

anak2 nyesel gabisa liat kejadiannya secara LIVE.. :D

gatau tepatnya jam berapa, yang jelas tragedi itu pas jam kosong..

irin..
..yang kehausan membeli sebotol ades dingin, 

setelah abis setengah botol, ades malang itu di geletakin di meja..

bowo..
..yang habis makan jajan.nya langsung nyamber ades itu,
tegukan pertama, ditelen..
tegukan kedua, di kumur.kumur terus di muntahin lagi ke botol itu..
yaakkss..
irin yang merasa adesnya di "dzolimi" hanya bisa teriak.teriak histeris..
dan ades.pun kembali bertengger di atas meja irin..

ita..
..gatau kepedesan atau kehausan tanpa babibu dan tanya anak2 botol tersebut langsung di glek.glek.. irin yang gak tahan ngeliat ekspresinya ita langsung ketawa ngakak sambil ngasi tau kalo adesnya sudah tercemar.. ita refleks muntah.muntah tapi gak muntah beneran.. hhoho
ita sambil sms.an dan meler ngambil tissu terus sisi, karena ita males jalan keluar buat buang sampah tissunya, di kepikiran masukin tissu (+umbel) di botol ades yang tadi, karena kesel paling, botol dan tissu di kocok.kocok sampek tissu.ne tak berbentuk..
botol super jijay tersebut kembali bertengger ke meja irin..

tejo..
gatau ada angin apa tiba.tiba botol itu di samber dan di bawa ke belakang, ita sang saksi mata.pun tak kuasa menahan tawa..
tejo ngasih.in botol tersebut ke seseorang (kata irin: gausa disebut jeneng.e!) yang sambil ngobrol nyerocos ga merhatiin botolnya langsung di glek.glek.. daaannn... (ini kira.kira percakapannya)
tejo: heh, iki lo..
him: bla bla bla... dan glek.glek...
daann
him: JIAAANNC****KK.. opo iki jo?? (sambil narik keluar tissu ita dari dalam mulutnya)

meledak.lah tawa tejo, ita, dan irin diikuti tawa anak.anak yang lain...
tissu tersebut melayang karena dilempar oleh peminum tadi dan tepat mengenai irin... (irin berasa kena karma)

hhaha...
aku yang cuma di ceritain aja ketawa ngakakkk!!

siang yang menggembirakan.. :D
itu cuma secuil kisah dari x4.ku.. yang 2 hari lagi akan berakhir.. :'(
me = syndicataddict..

 

When I was younger
I saw my daddy cry And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist

But darling,
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Keep a straight face

And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now

I had sworn to myself that I'm
Content with loneliness

Because none of it was ever worth the risk

Well, You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't
Let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving
In the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream

Ohh---

You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

And I'm on my way to believing
Oh, And I'm on my way to believing

yuhuu..
arema (katanya) MENANG!
europhorianya sudah terasa sejak kemarin sore..

mulai dari anak kecil, anak setengah gede, anak abg, bapak-bapak, ibu-ibu, sampai kakek-nenek (maybe) tumplek blek di jalan..
:D

niat mau ke dokter-pun jadi susah banget..
badan lemes..
macet..
untung sampai dengan selamat..

kembali ke topik awal, arema..
kata orang-orang, arema itu..
keren!
beken!
solid!
hhaha..

ada cerita dari dua keponakan papaku,
pertama, namanya iman dari kalimantan, lucu + ga nakal..

dia kan sunatan, terus kita sekeluarga gabisa dateng, lha wong jauh..
dia akhinya minta di kado..
guess what??
KAOS AREMA 2 PASANG + SYAL..
wew..
hebat, bisa terkenal sampe sono..

kedua, dari surabaya.. yang notabene (maav) bonek..
minta dibawain oleh.oleh KAOS AREMA ..
woohh.. keren..
gatakut dikeroyok a yo?
hhaha..

kapan ya bisa nonton pertandingan arema live?
pengen.. -.-
hope soon..

semangat terus buat arema..
:D

defani putri frinka

in my 16th

senior high school 5

x4 / 10

deskmate: ni putu mega

love: spongebob, chocolate , my friend, my fam and YOU! :D

hate: my messy hair and angry!

getting mad to nikon d5000 (yeah!)

hugkiss,

defani (the odinary girl)

iseng-iseng nganggur,

sakit di rumah,

tau-tau kepikiran ngeblog.. yawes coba-coba akhirnya..

yah..

not bad lah..

cerita apa ya?

have no idea!